Ended the week without dear. Mood was rollercoaster for the whole time since dear enlisted. Till now, I'm not sure how I view dear's enlistment yet. On one part, I'm upset he's not with me. On other, I'm glad he went in cause this means it's closer to the day we can be together.
I hope dear is really surviving and adapting well in army. I can't help it but to worry. Thank god he is safe and sound.
Bless you, my love.