Work was good, 4/5. Thank god for the encouragement, else I don't think I can survive today.

Sometimes I wonder if this is the right choice, but come to think of if, whether right or wrong, I've made the decision. Is there any point in thinking it's a wrong decision?

Be smarter Mel.
"Another transaction again? Pro." as quoted by anonymous.

Work was fine, bored like usual. Unexpected of such a Thursday though.

Am upset about sales though. Sighs.

Ended my second day of work.

Was really nervous the night before first day that I couldn't even sleep.

Work turned out to be fine. In fact, much better than I thought. Colleagues are friendly and environment is nice. Simply put, the company is nice to work in. Despite being in a small-scale company, I never regret my choice. After all, I still think I'll be able to learn more thing in small-scale company as they will not neglect you.

Enjoyable work time but still tired. I need more sleep :D

Baby, I'll learn to grow up. I promise.

Internship commences tomorrow and here I am, worried and keep wanting to cry. My mind is continuously worried about this and that, so much that I don't even know what I'm worried about. Simply, just EXTREMELY worried.

The feeling I'm having right now, somewhat similar to the time when baby was embarking on his internship. The difference is, this time, I'm the one.

Guess I really relied too much on baby. Having to see him after waking up and before going home seems like a norm now, but tomorrow will be another extremely different thing. I'm stepping into phase of my life. Such things will not happen anymore, never ...

Unsure of what things will turn out to be like. Unsure of what tomorrow will brings me. Unsure of everything that may happen the next minute.

I don't know how I should face things from now on. I admit the fact that I'm emotionally weak and unstable. I'm seriously lost and I can't even stop my tears ...

Five days to the start of internship.

Mixed feelings. Scared? Worried? Happy? Or Excited?

I don't know. But money is an issue now. MAIN ISSUE.

I'm running low on cash. NEED TO SAVE, MEL.

Sometimes I really regret enjoying cause enjoying equals to spending money.

):

8 more days to the start of internship. And my worries start kicking in.

Oh well. On another side, I'm left with less than 8 days to enjoy my break before entering work life. So that will be, Baking and swimming tomorrow and Sentosa cum picnic on Thursday. As for the rest, oh well ...

Fell down at Wisma today. Fucking suay and the fucking bitch didn't even warn people about the spill. And they took so long to even clean up the place. Seriously disappointed with the management.

Now my already sprained leg worsen and my hip is damn painful. Fucking unlucky.

And now I'm feeling FUCKING IRRITATED.

WHY DON'T YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND MY WORDS?!

Done with my final examinations yesterday! Will be having 12 days of break before commencement of internship. Technically I've competed all my examinations, since university is never my cup of tea.

And since I'm left with this pathetic 12 days of break, I'm gonna enjoy like crazy. Go Go Mel!